Monday, December 29, 2008

"Your born and you die, it's what you accomplish between those points which define who you are."

Tuesday, December 23, 2008

Who do you think I am?

"There are some people who live in a dream world, and there are others who face reality; and then there are those who turn one into the other"

-Marilyn Manroe

“If I'd observed all the rules, I'd never have got anywhere”

“The body is meant to be seen, not all covered up.”

“I don't know who invented high heels, but all women owe him a lot”

"A wise girl kisses but doesn't love, listens but doesn't believe, and leaves before she is left."

"I'm selfish, impatient, and a little insecure. I make mistakes, and at times hard to handle, but if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell dont deserve me at my best"

1, 2, 3, 4

If you can't figure out what White Turns to Color means, you probably....

1. Don't know me at all
2. Shouldn't be reading my blog then
3. Stupid
4. Just suck at life

The End!

Monday, December 22, 2008

MY ANGEL WINGS!


This is what I want

Haha ha haha haha


-Dr. Seuss

“The more that you read, the more things you will know. The more that you learn, the more places you'll go.”

“And will you succeed? Yes indeed, yes indeed! Ninety-eight and three-quarters percent guaranteed!”

"Sometimes the questions are complicated and the answers are simple.”

“Think left and think right and think low and think high. Oh, the things you can think up if only you try!”

“I do not like green eggs and ham I do not like them sam I am.”

“You make 'em, I amuse 'em.”

The Beatles


"I will go in this way and find my own way out"
-Dave Matthews Band #41

who knows me?


Does mine?


Anyone want to dance?




anyone want to dance with me??

Thursday, December 18, 2008

Another Quote: this one is good!

"You know what the trouble about real life is? There's no danger music"

drawing at work...




You are...

"dear diary, i've been told I have calendar ass. I've observed and I've confirmed that yes, I do have a calendar ass"

hahah Simon
no specifics.. but wow.. last 24 hours.. been kinda interesting..



just wonder how long its going to take before some people realize how amazing they are and shouldn't be putting themselves through shit.. bad shit...


"everybody, put up your hands, I dont want to be in love" - listening to music at work.. la la

i remember last year.. when i was depressed.. it was hard for anyone else to understand what i was going through, between losing my boyfriend, my dog, quiting my job, having no friends.. it was hard, but i finally found the light. my angel has been taking care of me..

(if i got a tattoo id get angel wings on my back right under my new piercing..)

made new friends, finally got a new job, made a new life. i know its hard but things change, and for me change was for the better, even though i have no feelings anymore, better than being overly emotional, i guess, the the glass half filled or half empty?



"I just need someone to talk too, you were to busy to talk too. now i am trapped in the bed i have made" Staind-Fade

my brother sitting on the plane.. taxi coming.. hmm what to do what to do...


I dont think this needs.... hmm...

Random Quotes...

"I need you like a heart needs a beat."

"The greatest challenge in life is to find someone who knows all your flows, differences and mistakes yet still loves everything about you."

"The Greatest Pleasure in life is doing what people say you can't do!"

"Someone once asked me why I insist on taking the hard road, and I replied, why do you assume I see two roads?"

“Sometimes you put walls up not to keep people out, but to see who cares enough to break them down.”

"If you don't know where you are going, any road will get you there."

“If people are truly, madly, deeply in love with each other, they will find a way.”

“Never allow someone to be your priority while allowing yourself to be their option”

"A wise girl kisses but doesn't love, listens but doesn't believe, and leaves before she is left."

"True loves waits"

"Obstacles are put in your way to see if what you want is worth fighing for."

"Damaged people are dangerous because they know they can survive."

"You fight with the most important people in life because those are the relationships worth fighing for."

"Perhaps our eyes need to be washed by our tears once in a while, so that we can see Life with a clearer view again."

"And maybe you don't go to hell for the things you do. Maybe you go to hell for the things you don't do."

"It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it, but it's also true that we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives."

“I've learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel.”

"Well all I need is the air I breathe"

"Drunkenness reveals what soberness conceals"

"Pain is inevitable, suffering is optional."

wonder who would be laying next to me?

Joe's Tat



Tattoo I made for Joe... not completely done but its coming along well.

"Imagine a future moment in your life"

"Okay, so imagine a future moment in your life where all your dreams come true. You know, it’s the greatest moment of your life and you get to experience it with one person… who’s standing next to you??"

Quote...

"If death meant just leaving the stage long enough to change costumes and come back as a new character...Would you slow down? Or speed up?"

"What Hurts the Most"

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do
It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ It
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken
What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
Not seeing that loving you
That’s what I was trying to do
- Rascall Flatts
"What Hurts the Most"

taking old paitings and turning into new paintings...

idk

hmm.. soo I wonder who's gonna actually read this.. When I was young I use to write all the time in a journal, where I would start each entry with Dear Journal, and id write as though my journal was a person listening to my thoughts.. sometimes my journal entries were juicy and sometimes sad but mostly juicy, I was a crazy teenager.. but then.. when I was a senior in HS my mother told me she use to read my journal, that stopped my writing and I haven't written down anything since. so that makes 6 years.. wonder what inspiration I have today making me write and paint? hmm...